While at round two of Taxol today I spoke with Dr. Smiley, my oncologist, basically venting that the insurance is not covering certain things. Certain things like $3,000 for my Power-Port (for those of you who may not know what a port is...it is a plastic, self healing rubber type mechanism they place IN YOUR BODY which provides easy access to a major artery for intravenously administering the medications and easy access for drawing blood, etc. This mechanism will be in my body for a little more than one year, then they will remove it. I think we should have a port removal celebration! Dr. Smiley was saying today that if the bla,bla,bla radiologist (can't remember the technical name of the person) would have placed the port the insurance would most likely have covered the whole thing. Because I went through a surgeon who charges more than normal insurance will not cover it. WHAT THE....???
Why are we not told....so and so can place a port for $1200, I charge $3000...who would you like to place your port? Umm, let's see here, I think I will go with the $1200 rate that insurance will cover 100%, thank you very much.
So, as I was explaining to Joel the situation and both getting frustrated about it, I was also thinking there is just nothing we can do about that now so accept it, deal with it, and pay it.
Another thought going through my head was, "God, if there could just be a really big check in the mail when we get home that would be really marvelous. I trust you God to provide in whatever way you want to but a really big check would make life a little easier." Sort of feeling bad I was asking God because as usual I just ask Him for these really outrageous things only when I desparately need them...ya hear me?
Well, I know you are all thinking we drove home, checked the mail and there was a big, whomping big ole' check to cover all our medical bills. Not quite....but just as good. In the mail was another bill from Alaska Breast Care and Surgery. The bill was for $77.55. Alaska Breast Care gave an "Adjustment-Discount-Multiple Procedure Discount" in the amount of $2,500. We had already made a payment for $500 and now we only owe $77.55.
I think this was an answer to my whining, begging, please God prayer....don't you?
And not to mention when I got home and checked Facebook there was another Christmas present waiting for me. Geneiveve, an amazing ballet dancer, is performing in a tribute to cancer survivors on the 21st of December and chose me as the person to dance for. People from church contributed money so that me and the girls can go to the performance on the 21st. Is that beautiful or what? I guess the 5th Annual Solstice party will have to be on the 22nd. Or...maybe next year!! I'll let you all know soon =)
Honestly, I had been feeling a little down the past week or so.
and now...
I am nothing but humbled.
Grace and peace to all of you. And again, in the words of my Dad, "God is good, keep on praying."
Stacey